Life & tribulations of an emo

Current Mood : Perplexed
Current Music : Blondie - Atomic (The Hacker remix)

It's been a while, I know. This sad pathetic emo apologizes. I've been
through few interesting stuff lately.

Got in touch with an old friend from raves lately, she used to be that
one person who's always positive, smiling and dispensing good vibes like
the good candy raver she was back then.

Times have changed, she's now away in another city and abandoned raving
years ago. Through the magic of internet, we re-developed our long lost
friendship...and more. Friendship almost turned into relationship as the
word " love " was thrown around like cheap beer at a frat party.

A few weeks later, she finds a way to come to Montreal in extremis. I
was expecting our "relationship" to blossom even more but it turns out
she wasn't so sure anymore. We stay friends even though I may have some
remaining feelings for her. I had a small crush on her back then and it
surfaced with this episode.

So yeah, I managed to hurt myself. Again. How fucking surprizing of me.

Guess what, I dress like an emo, I talk like an emo, I probably think
like an emo. One things for sure, I am unmistakenly emo : slave to my
goddam loving feelings.

I miss her, feel like touching her, play with her hair, caress her
face.

*sigh*

I really should start writing funny stuff instead of all that
sentimental crap all the time...and wonder why nobody reads my blog.

Oh, btw here is a pic I took of me at work. It could be worst, it could
be better, you tell me. In a few days, this pic will not be so accurate.
I'll explain why soon !

In the meantime , enjoy !

posted by Your humble servant @ 4:35 AM 0 comments